Wednesday, August 31, 2022

Pigeons

Im slowly working on this installation inspired by pigeons and the people who keep them. I am an avid pigeon fancier myself, a great admirer of the birds and the diversity of the breed.

I have been using a jig to cut out these wooden pigeons from recyled wood that I have poached from around the property. Ive never used a jig before so am quit pleased with the results. It is unfortunetly quit difficult on the hands and arms so I have to take alot of breaks between each session. Im not sure when i will be cutting again as am in a bit of a flare up, the frustration is unreal.

The idea is to have as many as I can of these wooden pigeons. painted using the ink and gouache wash off technique. I then used a wood cutting tool to create texture and emphasis the lines. They will be hung slighly off the wall in a large flock. I was going to have free standing arms raising up from the ground towards the birds but now i am not so sure. These would also be made of wood. I as also thinking of making a set of lungs, in ode to all those fanciers who have had to give up the hobby due to getting pigeon lung, but in hindsight this seems to literal and a bit of a bore.

You can see (just about) my original sketchbook idea below.

What I do think would be interesting would be using one of the pigeon cutouts as a wood block and printing another flock going in the opposite direction in just plain black.  Shadows. If you have ever observed pigeons flying they tend to fly in a loop.

The hardest part as always will be finding somewhere to display it, if I ever finish it...Like so much of my work and othe small installations I have made they are packed away as soon as they are made.


A small poem I did quickly one day. Not quit finished. 'Ode to the Pigeon Keeper.'

The pigeon keeper,

The pigeon men and women,

The boys and girls,

The sound of the silvery flutter of wings on air.

The mad rush of beating flapping wings on breath,

The smooth touch of the pigeons breast.

The gentle flutter of the heart, beating madly and the softly

with knowing and trust.

Inspecting each tail feather and wing with care.

Ode to the pigeon keeper!

What love you give,

What hearbreak,

To each bird you call your own,

knowing they could never really be owned.

That they could leave if they chose once set free, 

Each night counting them in,

Glad they are safe and are home.


 

So Tired

I suffer terribly from fatigue, as part of the fibromyalgia package. No amount of sleep, healthy eating, vitamins, magic potions or yoga can fix it. The frustration is insurmountable. It restricts me daily and is a constant fight against my own body. Ive had to leave my part-time job due to the fatigue. It is not fun falling asleep while other people are in the room or trying to talk to you. And driving, that is an anxiety filled ride that is best to be avoided when things are really bad. it effects my speech, cognitive abilities and has turned me into a simple mess.

I don't know which is worse the chronic pain or the fatigue. Probably the latter as it makes everything worse.

I took the above image yesterday with my phone and then added the text, in some way trying to purge the tiredness and share my frustration via my Instagram.
 It seems the Instagram algorithm has me more hidden than ever, not that many would get it, but it is nice in some way to think that someone out there might understand.

Sunday, August 21, 2022

Wing and Shell

 

As I walk the path to the place where I dump the waste from mucking out the pigeons, ducks and hens, in the woodland garden, I have noticed a daily  increase in cast off broken snail shells. No doubt the remnants of a hard earned meal of either a thrush or perhaps a blackbird. Small stable stones on the path used to bash the shells so breakfast can be gained.
Yesterday I found a wing along the path. Perhaps breakfast was cut short for some unlucky diner? No doubt one of my young cats, or maybe the local feral. Or even the blasted fox could have made quick work of the little bird.
Either way I felt a few photographs needed to be made.





Friday, August 19, 2022

Today


 Working on this little piece today. Slowly coming together.

Wednesday, August 17, 2022

Nesting Pain

 New drawing based on a drawing from my sketchbook-pain diary

'Nesting Pain,' 2022, mixed-media drawing (pencil, pressed flowers)

drawing from the pain diary